Tuesday, June 24, 2008

Day 176 - Tuesday 24th June

"The Good, The Bad and The Ugly"

Show me your 3 sides!

I like this prompt.
Good - what am I good at? Sometimes it is easier to come up with things that I am not good at! I hope I am a good mother (with a caveat listed under Bad) and a good friend to those around me. I am good at talking - just ask anybody!!! I am good at persevering with something once I have decided to do something. I am good at my job. I am good at nagging (just ask my husband) and spending money (my work colleagues just reminded of that for daily trips to Hobbycraft!)

Bad - I have a bad, bad temper which seems to be getting worse as I get older. I can just erupt over something very minor. I always thought people mellowed with age, but this is not the case with me. I think this is the one aspect when I would say I am not a good mother as I can lose my temper very easily. I would never hurt Zoe but sometimes I feel like I am shouting at her all the time. I am quite impatient and if I want something, I normally want it now!

Ugly - I consider myself to be ugly and this is not fishing for compliments! I have very low self esteem about my looks and I know beauty is only skin deep and that hopefully I have other attributes that are far more important than looks, but I would love to be taller, thinner and pretty. I can make myself thinner (well try!) but there isn't much hope for the other 2! Having said all that I don't dwell on my looks. I am who I am and if people don't accept me for that, then that is their loss!


knitkath said...

You have been honest today! Don't we all want to change our looks?Lovely pics, especially the one of Zoe!

Mary B said...

Spaghetti face Zoe not you lol

willowthewysp said...

Great journalling today!
Love the piccie of Zoe...even with all that spaghetti round her face she is adorable!!

malaryush said...

Zoe looks just adorable there but putting the two photos together made me realise how much she looks like you. Guess that makes you adorable too (hugs)

Beejay said...

Great journalling. Great pictures. Zoe looks a real pickle. Lovely.